destiny

free will
versus the urge to blame
a thousand failed accomplishments
my shame
and guilt I wear it like cologne
it lingers and I feel alone

Codependancy
is it really all that wrong to need
the approval of another human being
encouragement
or critisicism?

Dreams take fanciful flights
above me
dashing to break on the path before me
is it true that everyone ignores me?

self doubt
and negatives I force feed myself
counterproductive to my own mental health

but smouldering beneath it all
is who and what I am after all

It has taken some time and struggle for me
to learn the truth about destiny
I must be exactly who I am meant to be
for no one else is exactly me